what if i....

• wore lipstick EVERY day...?
• moved to california ToDaY!!! alone, ha! (you ARE right (and i don't say that much) i would miss my family....at some point)

i would be in heaven?

• could go on a trip to a hot place where the drinks & sun were in abundance with a "good" sitter to keep babies for a week, at NO expense! and we had matching luggage in tow, all of us (yes, i do want matching luggage)

• had 3 extra hours a day
• could match my boys every single day in heirloom digs without seeming a little crazy

• got to go skiing THIS year, ski in/out house, biggest fireplace you could imagine roaring round the clock, someone waiting to help me take my ski boots off for me, with the cutest ski wardrobe ever,  and a toddy awaiting to warm me up.  Oh, and if my boys were there and LOVED ski school and didn't complain about the coldness....

• got a four wheeler and had somewhere to ride it....

• had an adorable pair of purple shoes to wear New years Eve

• wore adorable matching pjs EVERY night or something besides a tee shirt atleast???

or heck at this point even wore a cute outfit everyday instead of gym cloths....

i nEEd this dress- do you think the fellow playgrounders would stare? or better question "do you think i would care that they stared?" ha. but it would be hard to slide and PLAY with the kids (maybe i could wear bloomers?)

instead of the everyday norm....

OR what if....

my biggest baby had a fever since sunday (and we are all going a little crazy being inside this long) and now my middle baby has one, i jumped ship and left allie in charge to re-claim sanity, i locked my keys INSIDE my car, three cops couldn't break into it, and an hour later AAA got there with kids in tow?  (apparently people DO still take their kids to work with them?), i missed the doctors appointment i made to double check the stats on the boys to be assured we were just dealing with a virus, daddyc was wining and dining at a fancy place and wouldn't answer the phone, my mom was sick from her daily radiation cancer treatment, AND.... i won't go on but there is 

No need to what if that one.... that stuff is TRUE... happy Tuesday!!! stay tuned for a hopefully better day tomorrow.  hip hip hooray!